Salam Aidilfitri

Salam Aidilfitri..Seribu Kemaafan di pohon di atas segala kesilapan dan kekhilafan diri ini..Semoga Berbahagia bersama keluarga dan tercinta serta berhati-hati semasa di jalanraya...

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Mama, Auni dan Susu Mama

#Entry ni adalah berdasarkan pengalaman sendiri..kalau ade rasa meluat terhadap ibu yg menyusukan anak seperti..ko bolehla..ko macam ni..aku ni mcm ni...atau tukang susu tegar yg sangat extreme spt wei knp ko tk bf anak ko..knp..knp..itu semua alasan..ko kena..ko mesti..bla..bla..bla..sila abaikan entry ni!haha

I believe that every pregnant women always prays that they will manage to breastfeed their lil baby so do i..During my pregnancy I keep on searching the doa, surah and all the petua that can help me on my breastfeeding process after the delivery. I also got the info from the support group, internet , book ,magazines etc.

I really wanted to breastfeed my baby as everybody knows the goodness of breast milk so i wanted my baby to get the best from me but from my research I found that I had the ‘not so lucky type of nipples’..the flat one, shame.. I started to worry and tell my mom and my super mom gave me the super fantastic advice that what I need to do just massage my nipples or….tarik..picit or whatever techniques that can reshape the nipples..at first I thought it was gross but amazingly it really worked on me. Clapped my hand that I managed to reshape my nipplse, anyone needs my help..

I was happy that after almost 9 months of trying all kind of tarik and picit techniques my boops were in the good shape that ready for breastfeed

On the 19^th July 2010 around 7.40 pm , I’ve experienced the first magical moment when my baby naturally searched for my breast for her first breastfeeding session. Alhamdulillah

But for the first night Auni Zahra had to stay at nursery due to my condition.  I was so weak due to low blood pressure and Tumpah Darah  after the delivery.  Poor My lil Auni and I was sad to see my husband had to sign the consent letter that they will feed Auni with formula milk during her stay at nursery..CRY!

After we went home, I kept try to breastfeed Auni but my milk seem wasn’t enough for Auni . She kept on crying and her tok mama tersayang couldn’t stand with her crying.. kecian katanya.. . so Auni got her formula milk again and again..Auni and Tok Mama were happy but mama CRY!.. I have tried so many food during pantang just to boost my breastmilk but I just didn’t work.  After a few massages  session with Bidan my breast milk started to increase but I had to experienced the SUPER SAKIT breast massages session…sumpah sakit as I might begged for the epidural or GA for this session.  The bidan said the breast have swollen, the nipples have clogged and at the time she massaged my nipple, I was screaming in pain and panicked when I saw my breast milk..terpancut di sana sini….terkena rak tv..terkena sofa..serius ngeri masa ni..

As a mother who was so determined to breastfeed her baby, I have tried one trick to breastfeed Auni.  As Auni loves her MAM bottle than her MAMA Booby so I will feed her with her bottle first..just for a few minutes..bagi die syok dulu..than I will remove the bottle and breastfeed her..the trick really worked on Auni and she will continue her feeding session.  After few weeks Auni Zahra has Fallen In love with my booby..Alhamdulillah..but I would say that breastfeeding wasn’t easy..sabar..sabar..during Auni’s breastfeeding session I would recite the doa…Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..Bantula Auni Zahra Minum susu Mama..Cukupkan susu untuk Auni Yer..Amin..Amin..baca doa ni kuat2 masa susukan auni..lepas tu cakap dgn Auni yg die kena doa sama..amin sama..kita kena cakap2 selalu dgn anak2…minta die doakan juga..

There was always rain and shine on breastfeeding like sore nipple but please don’t give up, use medela purelan then we can continue the bf session. Masa mula2 baby latch tu sakit ya rabbi..rasa takmau bg dah..tapi cuba tahan sikit lepas tu Insyaallah bearable. I suffered with my back ache due to long hours of breastfeeding session..it’s a normal quote that babies will feed every two hour but my Auni will feed for two hour for one session..adus sakit pinggangku

After 6 month Auni has started her Formula Milk again due to lack of EBM stock..I’ve managed to supply about 15 oz during daytime but she need more than 20 oz but she will be exclusively breastfed during night time.

And Now after a year I still manage to breastfeed Auni..and up to my surprise that Auni now is exclusively breastfed..She really hates her bottle even with my breast milk.  She just wants the fresh milk from my booby. My lunch time will be Auni meal time and if I unable to see her during lunch time, she just drinks plain water..poor Auni. Luckily she eats a lot with a bowl of porridge 4 times a day..uuh my baby..

Dear mother..for me breastfeeding are:

Doa..Rezeki..sabar..support and knowledge

You know yourself…yang terbaik breastmilk la..kalau takde gak selepas berusaha bersungguh2 jangan la bersedih..mungkin takde rezeki..guna la susu formula dgn hati yang berat..cuba guna trick yg saya buat kat Auni..kalau dah rezeki anak ada la tu kan..kalau dah ade walaupun sikit pam jangan tak pam..kalau baby tak mo pam jugak..simpan..nak pastikan susu tu sentiasa ada

Kesimpulannya..anak saya awal2 dah campur susu..lepas sebulan..exclusive..lepas 5 bulan campur2 balik..skrg ni dah exclusively breastfed..lepas setahun..Alhamdulillah susu masih banyak..ok mother jgn putus asa yer..tak dapat banyak..dapat sikit jadi la..tak dapat lama..dapar sekejap jadi la…

Kalau dah takde rezeki jugak..takper..sabar dan teruskan berdoa agar ade rezeki untuk anak2 akan datang..jangan tertekan kerana kamu tetap ibu yang terbaik!

BOOBOO Monster aka hantu Tetek!

13 bulan

19 ogos  genap auni zahra 13 bulan..semakin bijak dan nakal..mulut pun bertambah riuh..rajin dn mengemas sampai baju bersih pun dimasukkan dlm laundry basket...vocabs pun dah banyak...
Air
Nak
Taknak
Tu..kalau nk something
Kakak
Abang
Baby
Tok
Fish
Cat
Bath...sambil cuba nk bukak baju dn berdiri dpn bilik air..nak mandi

Bila menangis...terus amik tangan tutup muka

Bila dgr bunyi kereta terus pg tingkap panggil papa

Bila lapar terus pg dapur sebut mamam...mamam

Bila tanya..where is auni zahra..cepat2 angkat tangan

Bila sebut cantik terus tunjuk baju die

dh pandai ajak main kejar2..aktiviti bila balik kerja.. mama akan jadi monster buat2 nak tangkap die..abis kelam kabut die lari kejar papa..nk minta tolong la kunun..bila mama dah penat tak mau main lagi..mula la die dtg acah2 lps tu lari..hiburkan diri sendiri..dah bosan melalak la..nk jugak paksa mama n papa kejar2 die..

nak susu / nenen dah pandai minta..nakkk..nakkk...lepas kenyang terus sebut dah..dah..

dah pandai aminkan doa...dah pandai tiru solat..takbir dgn sujud...bila mama nk solat di pun dah sebuk2 sujud kat depan..camano tu..kalau papa amik die..mesti melalak...

Tapi skrg ni bila dh dapat kaki...sgtla lasak..tak nak dukung..takmo stroller..nk berjalan sendiri..bila dukung mulalah mengamuk...papa..papa...auni ni kalau protes je mesti panggil papa die..sbb biasanya apa yg die nk papa ikutkan..mama lak garang sikit..

Semakin hari semakin bahagia melayan kerenah si kecik ni..

Alhamdulillah atas kurnian teristimewa ini....

Sayu hati

 

Terus terang bg ibu2 yg bekerja dn perlu menghantar anak ke nurseri atau pengasuh bukanlah satu pilihan yg mudah..tp krn terpaksa..dikuatkan juga hati ni utk melepaskan permata hati kesayangan utk dijaga oleh org lain...sepenuh kepercayaan diberi..dan doa serta rindu yg tk putus2 spjg hari di ofis...bg aku waktu lunch akan cuba utk menyusukan auni di nurseri..dpt la mengubat rindu..kadang bila pergi masa die tido..mesti rasa nk meraung..yelar..bila tgk si manja kita terlentang ramai2 tido..sayu..tp mmg dh mcm tu style duk kat taska..takkan nk aspect dieorg pangku..mendodoi anak kita spjg masa kan..pasrah..sbb tu bila balik ofis auni lgsg tak mau berenggang..aku biarkan sajer..walaupun berdukung..berpangku..berpeluk berjam2 sampai tk bole buat apa2 pun..aku tak kisah..papanya pun tak kisah..walaupun die yg terpaksa settle byk keja2 rumah..papa kata..kecian auni seharian kat nurseri..pandai2 sendiri...bila balik keja biarla kita layan die puas2...yela manja...apa2 saja asal kamu bahagia..apapun menghantar kamu utk dijaga oleh orang lain adalah sesuatu yg sukar..tapi mama kena redha..krn mama perlu mencari rezeki..doa mama agar kamu sentiasa dilindungi dn dijauhkn dr sgl bahaya...amin..

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