hye..im back again..with another story of my treatment experienced..as i mentioned in my previous entry that i managed to get an appointment with ONG Doctor Prof Hamid for the further checkup..i just felt nothing but as time passed by and when it took really close to date..i started to feel confius and blur. I was thinking..that should i proceed with the appointment..i just thought that am i in the really bad medical condition that brought me to the specialist..aggrhh..this kind of feeling really made me crazy!
another dilemma..another big question in my head..should i proceed the treatment with a male doctor or should i go to somewhere else which more suitable..as i knew that this kind of treatment will lead to many procedures which are directly enggaged with private part of your body..haha..
what i've done to cope with this issue:
1. discussed with hubby..i should get the green light as he is the 'landlord'..haha. what my hubby has said .."takpeler sayang..kite tawakal..kite nak cube yang terbaik kan..dan ramai yg recommend doktor ni..die kat profesional dan experienced..die pun dah tah heran pun..kite cube ajelah..saya positif jerr..kadang lelaki ni lbh sensitif dgn pompuan..lbh respect..yg penting awak kena terbuka ler..jgn fikir bukan2jerr..ni proses berubat..tapi kalau awak segan kite cari jumpa doctor pompuan..yg penting pakar yg well known!
2. talk to my parents..get some advise..my mom said..'ala tak payah risau..doctor tu dah berpuluh tahun buat keja ni..hati die pun Allah dah pelihara sbb dah byk tolong org..tu pun ibadat gak tu..awak baby lagi pun die dah ade kat tv ni..skrg ni pun dah baya2 ayah jer..tak pyh malu lerr..die tak heran pun..haha
3. get more information about the doctor..thanks u so much to website..www.hamidarshat.com..the moderator..the forumer..there are so many reliable information..that helped me so much with my decision
4. buat solat hajat bagi lapang hati ni nak buat rawatan..
to be continue..first day of treatment..the ugly truth..the ugly me!
till the next entry ya!
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