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Lonely Mode

Being away from our loved one is truly hurtful..it getting worst if we are not used to this situation..dear hubby is off to china for three weeks seminar..maybe some might says its not so long..but for me its like 1000 years..(exaggeration mode) ...the first few days i just feel ok due to my main concern was his condition. This is his first time doing long distance outstation and my worries was more to what he is going to eat..how he mingles with people he never knows..i was thinking thats all the preparation is enough for him..as i noticed that few things have missed out from my checklist..the clothes..the food..the feeling is like a mommy send her children to kinder garden for a very first time..but when he called me and informed that everything was ok..at first i feel relieved but then i turn to be sad.

Counting days just seem so hard and long as this only 4 days he is away from home..there will be another 2 weeks++ before he returning home..my routine is totally change..i will be at room as early as 7.30pm..no more favorite series to be watched..no more late supper with hubby..no more chit chatting..i just spent my time with books and my baby..currently im 30 weeks pregnant..and my baby bumps i growing bigger n bigger..i can see the baby move actively at this stage..and sometime i can feel that baby will response to me when i talk to her..i also read hubby's itinerary to my baby as i hope that baby will know what papa is going to do the next day..at least this will help me not to think that im alone..

So for this time..i hope that time will flies very fast and my hubby will fly home very soon..i cant wait to wake up on 1th June to fetch my hubby..dear hubby may all your task will be simplified..may u have a great time..and have a safe journey back home..cant wait to see u here sayang..

Selamat Hari Ibu..

Walaupun hari ibu telah berlalu 2 hari yg lalu..rasanya masih belum terlewat untuk untuk aku mencoretkan di sini..

Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana dikurniakan ibu dan ibu mertua yang sangat hebat..tiada sebarang kata yang dapat menggambarkan betapa tingginya pengorbanan dan kasih sayang ibu..bila melihat mama kalut menjaga rayyan di rumah..terdetik rasa terharu dan simpati..terasa seperti melihat sendiri cara mama menjaga dan membesarkan kami adik beradik..mama turun 3 kilo sepanjang menjaga cucu pertamanya..tapi mama selalu cakap mmg penat jaga baby ni..tapi bile tgk baby tido rase sayu jer..bile tgk baby gelak hilang semua penat..bila adik bagitau nak hantar rayyan ke nurseri bulan depan..mama sedih pulak..begitu kuat kasih sayang mama pada rayyan..aku percaya mcm tu juga kasih sayang mama pada kami berdua..

Ibu mertuaku pulak mmg cool sgt..cepat jer risau kalau ade apa2 kat anak dan menantu..kekadang terasa dilayan mcm budak kecik jer..tapi itulah kasih sayang ibu..besar mana pun anak tetap ditatang mcm baby..mmg mak sgt amik berat kat anak n menantu..igt masa hubby sakit..kami balik rumah mak sbb hubby demam panas sgt..mak la yang menjaga sampai tgh malam sbb masa tu aku panik dan sedih tgk hubby sakit..mak yg sibuk call sana sini minta air penawar..masa aku preggy ni..awal2 tu selalu mc sbb tak larat..kalau mak tau kejap je dah sampai kat rumah..risau betul die..sekarang ni mak tgh menjaga adik ipar yg sedang menunggu hari utk bersalin..kesian kat adik ipar kerana mamanya sakit skrg..walaupun pada saat2 ini kita mmg megharapkan ibu sendiri ade di sisi..tapi aku percya yang ibu mertuaku akan menjaga adik ipar dgn baik..

Doaku agar mama, mak n mama jus dilimpahi kesihatan yg baik..diberkati dan dipermudahkan setiap urusannya..dipanjangkan umur untuk melihat kami membesarkan anak2 kami..dan dilimpahi semua yang terbaik sehingga ke akhir hayat..

Buat ibu2 muda yang sentiasa nenjadi idola..ibu rayyan..mummy sara..mummy allysha..mama idraki..mama rozana..mama adani..mummy rania..mama aisya..mama azriq..mummy adam..mama zarif n ashraf and ummi mikail..kamu semua sgt hebat!

cHECK-UP

I went to Pusat Kesihatan Putrajaya this afternoon for monthly antenatal check-up. Alhamdulillah everything was ok and i got my second tetanus immunization. This time i was really calm..huhu..really..the fear of the needle and all the lab procedures has gone..i always bare in mind that my hand is much2 bigger might be 1000 times bigger than the needle..it might sound silly but its worked on me!

Comments and advises for this visit.

1. Puan saiz perut u ni lebih besar drpd size kandungan..i heard this from most of my visit..and my replied...ok size tu..saya memang dah besar pun..tu mmg perut sedia ada sebelum preggy lagi..haha..bulat mata nurse bile dgr jawapan aku..

2. Baju dan kelengkapan baby dah ready..dah siap2 kena cuci pastu standby beg dalam kereta,kalau apa terus pegi hospital..dgn muka cuak yg innocent..kenapa saya ade problem ker..kena beranak awal ker..first time mother will come with all the silly assumption..yeker..atau aku jer yg buat camtu..haha..nurse replied..tak semua ok cuma kalau ade apa2 emergency dah bole beranak ni..ooo gituu..tetiba terasa terharu pulak..cepatnyer masa berlalu..dah nak masuk 30 minggu..hows time flies..mcm tak caya jer..

3. So hujung minggu ni dah kena prep barang baby la..cuci2 bersama hubby..ingat nak buat lepas hubby balik outstation ..tapi masa tu dah 34 weeks..cam lewat sgt..pastu larat ker! Prep..Prep..Shopping..Shopping..