Anugerah Khidmat Cemerlang

Kawan2 Batch MKN 2006 yang BEST GILER..fiza takde le plak!

Alhamdulillah..tahun ni aku dapat anugerah khidmat cemerlang..perasaan memang tak dinafikan seronok gak lah..terasa seperti penat jerih kita dilihat..dinilai dan dihargai bos..cuma dalam kegembiraan tu..aku masih terfikir adalah aku memang layak..bukan apa..aku ni agak ok la bab keja..cuma masih baru..tapi aku harap rezeki ni memang bahagian aku..tak nak le sebab diri kita ada orang yang lebih layak tak berpeluang..apa guna dapat semua tu kalau kita memang tak layak..sebab kita dah halang rezeki orang lain..dan nanti orang cakap2 kat belakang plak..

Tapi aku harap pemberian ini telah melalui proses yang adil..biar berkat hidup aku..lama lagi aku nak keja ni..hari ni sekat rezeki orang nanti rezeki aku pulak ditarik balik..tak mau..

Apapun aku tetap bersyukur dengan rezeki ni..semoga perkara ini meningkatkan lagi semangat aku dalam menjalankan tugas..semoga urusan aku sentiasa diberkati..dan dipermudahkan..dan semoga aku mampu mempermudahkan urusan-urusan orang lain juga..Insyaallah

Esok Cuti!!

Jadual esok..

1. Bangun lambat sket..penat sangat le minggu ni

2. Settlekan laundry yang membukit tu..

3. Kemas rumah..ala kadar jer

4. Cari makan tengah hari..malas ler nak masak

5. Angkat kain di jemuran..lipat kalau rajin..kalau tak lambak je kat dalam bakul..hehe

6. Bermalas-malasan depan tv

7. Ala-ala dekat2 nak malam..bersiap-siap utk balik kampung suami..dekat jer kajang..haha

8. Buat selamba jer makan malam kat rumah mak..mak masak mmg sedap..mmg rosak diet aku

9. Ajak famili jalan2 kat Danau Kota..sajerr jerr buar meramaikan majlis

10. Balik tido kat rumah mak..lama tak tido sana..weekend ni lepak rumah mak..

New books of the month..

I spent the after worked session at Alamanda with munirah..just hanged out together as tomorrow is a public holiday..but we have spotted the book clearance sale at Carrefour..we have stranded at that area for almost one hour and tried to get a few books..the price was so cheap..it only Rm5 per book..its wasn't written by the famous author but its still worth to buy..i managed to grab 3 books and the synopsis is quite interesting..

for next month i plan to get Angel and Demon by Dan Brown if im not mistaken..the same author for The Da Vinci Code..as my colleague Faiz told me that the book is real good..the story is slightly same as The Da Vinci Code..complicated and full with controversy..so im so eager to read this book before watching the movie that will come to cinema very soon..

its totally different from the genre of my favorite book..romance..but now im so tempted to go with the fiction..Faiz( the master of Jedi) and Munirah (Ms Harry Potter/Enid Blyton) im so inspired with your fiction temptation..

A letter to my self..

Dear Sue,

Its kind of crazy when we write a letter to ourselves..but it just a good self therapy..most of the people talk to themselves in order to enhance the level of confident..motivate yourself..or try to convince yourself with your own judgment toward any circumstances..

As a normal person..we are not always being so lucky..but being less or different from other doesn't mean that u are unworthy..life it just like a roller coaster that will be filled with up and down..it same goes to you and to other people..but the typeof problems that we face are different from one another..

But not all the people will understand the hardness in your life..don't expect so much from others..do take criticism..but don't ever seek the approval from others..sometime people just say something for their own benefit..go and share your life with the people you trust..but if their opinion just let you down..just be idle and let it go..

Sometime the pressure turn you to be full with anger..but please don't ever yell to people around you..just take a deep breath..recite a Selawat..and it will make you calm..don't ever let other people stranded with your problem..there is no one who deserve to be distracted with your problem..

In life we should try to be a nice person..not to pretend to be nice but you should bring out the kindness from within..people will know whether you are just pretending or it just a real you..being a nice person and don't expect any reward in return..doesn't make all the people adore you..but you are growing older as a better person..you must believe that what goes around comes around..sometime the reward will come to you in different way..maybe it not straight away for you..but..God will simplify your life in a special way..who knows?

Crying is one of your therapy..don't deny it..but its ok as long it doesn't turn you to be a psycho..you will be much better after that..don't feel bad to feel regret with your misjudgment..u are responsible to your action..and to all the circumstances..consider it as a life time lesson that make you become more rational in the future..

Being a lovely person and spread your love to your love one..families and friends..with turns your life as great space to live in..the love will blow away all your sadness..and you are so lucky to be blessed with a wonderful husband faridz..the best mama,mak,ayah2..with all the greatest brothers and sisters..liana,jus,syida,irfan and sazri..all the beautiful in and out friends..that you should be grateful..they fulfill your life with so many colours..

So..no matter what..even you are facing the biggest fear in your life for this moment..you should thinks that you are so blessed..with a wonderful life..lovely people around you..sometime the hardship will make you appreciate all the little thing..and turn you to be a stronger person..so just be strong..open you mind..and love you self..you will find the answer within yourself..

May Allah blessed you with a good health..a big heart..and a miracle..Insyallah..

Really miss awin..

i do miss my best buddy awin so much..she is pregnant..having a bad morning sickness..losing weight..admitted in the hospital for several times..it almost 2 weeks that i have not hear anything from her..im damn busy..unable to manage even a single call..i just forget..sorry dear

she is a lovely friend..that i can consider as a mirror of me..we share everything as an adult... we are facing the same problem..we are laughing toward the same things..we share all the craziness together

even i have so many wonderful friends that im so grateful..but awin is totally different..she just come to my life when i am having a biggest problem and having the lowest level of confident..i just lost in my own space

she brightened up my life with her full support and concern..she just listened but i felt so relief..she is so genuine..voice out everything that she feel right to me..she just being so true..this what true friend does..

i try my best to call her tomorrow..first thing in the morning..i just hope that she will be just fine..

monday blues..

this day was so hectic with double triple meeting..and all the sudden my boss asked me to go to Tasik Banding tomorrow..for Puspanita Programme..luckily..she finally canceled my attendance due to my heavy workload..i also need to cancel my one day short
course..that should be tomorrow..because i have to represent my boss to a special meeting with JPM..aarrgghh..

just look forward that everything will be find tomorrow..

masa untuk rehat..

keterujaan di hujung minggu

hari ni bangun agak awal..terus siap2 nak pegi pasar..weekend adalah masa untuk masak..memandangkan hari2 biasa hubby cume nak makan sup..jaga badan katanya..hehe..jadi weekend aku mmg masak lebih sket..dah lebih dua minggu kiteorng tak mkn nasi malam..cume weekend jerr melantak..hubby turun 3 kilo..aku maintain jerr..menyampah betul..mungkin kurang exercise..atau aku punye diet dah dirosakkan dgn selera makan di hujung minggu..makan tahap stok seminggu kot..hehe

hari ni masak sotong besar.masak lemak cili padi.ikan goreng dan ayam goreng pandan..aku main tibai jerr bungkus ayam tu..asal bole..nasib baik lerr sedap..

siapkan laundry yng menimbun..still tak siap susun lagi ni..penat..lebih kurang pukul 3 ptg baru semuanyerr beress...agghh penat sungguh..tapi aku ni mmg susah nak tido siang..layan tgk tv..hubby syok jer tido lepas kekenyangan..

ptg tadi rase boring, ajak hubby jalan2..dekat jerr..alamanda..sajer jer sebab penat duk rumah seharian..perut kenyang lagi..tapi still nak pegi minum petang..hubby teringin nak minum root bir kat a&w..aku pun apa lagi antara minuman kegemaran..large rootbir float..double scoops..walaa..dah lame gilerr tak makan aiskrim ni..yelah try elak makanan yang kurang menyehatkan..tapi hari ni aku tewas gakk..balik rumah makan nasi plak..lauk pagi tadi memanggil2..sayang plak tak makan..ni tgh kenyang giler..patutlerr diet aku tak pernah berjaya..aku cover balik masa weekendd...iisskk..silap teknik rupenyee..

takpe cube lagi..esok pegi jogging lagi dgn munirah..im trying my best to stay healthy..

Home sweet Home

Semalam Sabtu pagi2 lagi dah bangun..sbb dah planned nak pegi tgk rumah dgn family..tu pun dah agak terlajak..nasib baik lerr ayah mertua pagi2 dah buat wake up call..haha..seronok gak tgk rumah kiteorg yang agak2 nak siap tak lama lagi..lebih kurang dalam bulan ogos rumah dah ready..hehe..tapi aku ni yang tak ready2 lagi..yelah..banyak budget nak gune tu..tapi nasib baik aku mmg dah ade brg2 asas ni..cume nak fikirkan pasal renovation sikit..tapi hasil perkongsian maklumat dgn beberapa member yang baru pindah rumah..dapat ler contact untuk contractor yang bole laaa..just plan for the simple design tapi aku mmg suke sgt modern concept..tapi untuk first stage ni aku n hubby just focus untuk kitchen cabinet and wardrobe..kiteorang dah pilih design yang konon cam moden lerr..tak sabar ler plak nak tgk hasilnye..warna tema coklat tua..skrg ni plak tgh sibuk buat survey utk paralatan dapur..kiteorang suke barang elektrolux..harap2 bejaya ler kiteorg dapat dgn harga yg ok..untuk living hall..kiteorang dah booked leather sofa 2+3 seatee..tema warna2 pastel dan gelap...ewahh..ye..ye..je aku ni..cukuplerr untuk ruang tamu kieorg yang comel tu..untuk meja makan masih mencari..hari tu dah berkenan satu kat lorenzo..tapi still mencari2 lagi..mana tau jumpe yang lebih murah dah berkualiti..this is what we should do when we have limited budget..price comparison..and make a good bargain..bulan depan kiteorang nak pegi survey2 lampu n kipas plak..hari tu jumpa satu kedai yang murah kat puchong..nak kena pegi lagi ni..nk cari lampu yang simple tapi modern with a good price..

untuk bilik tidur..nothing much we can do..sbb kiteorang beli katil kahwin jenis jati..so just maintain that way..for bilik tido..still simple..sedikit classic..baru romantic sikit..hehe..untuk bilik2 lain akan dipenuhkan secara berperingkat..bergantung kepada budget yang ada la..

aku harap semuanyer berjalan lancar...rumah siap..finishing ok..budget cukup..tak sabar nak pindah..setelah 2 kali berpindah randah..tak sabar nak settle down kat rumah sendiri..dan semoga bertambah lerr ahli kat rumah kami ni..still waiting for a magical..

workout!!..workout!!

its more than a year..that i just sit back and relax..without having any kind of exercises like i used to have during my DPA course..haha..and that the main reason that i put my weight drastically..and everyday i feel that im getting bigger and bigger..and most of my clothes are getting tight..

i try to control my eating habit but its doesnt help so much..so i try to do some workout..but its still on the early stage that i dont expect the quick changing..i have planned so many time to do some exercise on the weekend with my hubby that we usually fail to comply..its really hard to get up early on the weekend..and finally i just do my eyes exercise..sleep..sleep..sleep..hehe..what a bad life style..

but today..after work..me and my buddy munirah..spent our time at kelab tasik..starting with brisk walked then jogged around the tasik..and enjoyed the great view of my office Perdana Putra and Masjid Putra..this area is just about 1.5 km from my house..but i never realize there is a great place that so near to me..i just dont care..

I just lazy to do any outdoor activities..as my DPA courses gave me a bad experienced with all the heavy physical routine..i was tension..depressed..and wasnt enjoy so much during my DPA course..for me the training was really tough..harsh..and crazy..but now..try to look back..and i realized that the course was not so bad..i stay healthy..managed to reduce some weight..and i was so active..day and night..for twenty four seven..haha

So i planned to start the good lifestyle..but it shouldnt be called an obsession..its too much or 'hangat2 taik ayam'..its too bad..just try to start slowly..spend 3 to 4 times a week..with healthy activities..im so inspired with "A Bigger Looser"..they just look much better after the programme..haha..just wish me luck..to munirah..thanks for being a great workout partner even u are not big at all!!





it was so bad..but it was so good..its all mixed up!

Climb by Miley Cyrus

My Favourite Song

Lyrics | Miley Cyrus lyrics - The Climb lyrics

Home Alone..

This weekend seem so bored to me as my hubby is off to perlis for longboat tournament..this is his new obsession..he went to perlis on thursday night..and i spent the night all alone for the first time..first time at my Putrajaya house..as my mind full with all the creepy feeling..that the 'malam jumaat' and i was home alone for the first time..i just planned to go to 'rumah mak'..but i started to think that..why i must scared with my own place..this is my place..my hubby wont be around all the time..so i started to be more calm..recite a few doa..and hoped that all the creepy feeling will go away..alhamdulillah..its worked!!..then around 11 pm my hubby called..i knew that he worried so much about me..he reminded me to shut off all the windows..locked the doors..so before i went to sleep..i checked all the windows and doors..and what a suprised that my sliding door was widely opened..i not even realize that i spent half of the night with my opened sliding door..it was covered with my curtain..hihi..sorry sayang .you must be angry if u know about this thing..hehe

i went to sleep with all the lights in my house were turned on..what a bright night..i had a peaceful sleep..until 5.00 am..when i got a called..that my first thought was my hubby..but..it wasnt..someone called me and said " sayang saya dah abis keja ni jap lagi nak balik ni..sayang bangunlahh"..what a shocked and i unintentionally yelled to the guys.."wei..apa ni..salah nombor lerr..apa lerr kacau orang pagi2 ni.."upps..sorry..this was due to my other half was still sleeping..

for me this was a great experience..i managed to deal with my own fear..so no matter what.."mind over matters"..chow!

sup tulang

semalam tah ape mimpi hubby aku..teringin lak nak masak sup tulang..alamak..tak pernah lak aku try resepi ni..tapi demi suami tercinta..aku try lerr gak..

1st step: pegi pasar cari tulang..banyak ler plak jenis tulang ni..tak tau lak nak beli yang mane satu..nasib baik ler..encik penjual daging tu perasan muke kiteorang yang confius ni..pastu die pun bagi bagi ler sket penerangan kat kiteorang..atas kerjasama encik penjual daging kiteorang berjaya beli tulang batang pinang..daging pun still banyak kat tulang tu..

2nd step: masak lerr..macam biasa roger dulu mama utk update resipi..alamak rempah sup daging lupe lak nak beli..belasah ajeler pakai rempah sup ayam..selepas campur pelbagai resepi nenek moyang aku..maka sup pun dibiarkan masak selama 5 jam kot..lama gile..tapi hasilnya alhamdulilah memang walaaa...

3rd step: masak side dishes lak..hubby kata tak payah masak lain..sup aje pun dah ok..tapi aku masak gak..sambal jawa..hehe..ikan bilis hitam..tah ape tah nama sebenar die..goreng bersama cili api dan bhn2 tumis yang lain..wahh..sedap sungguh..bole menggantikan popcorn masa tgk wayang..

masa makan laki pun asyik puji2..apa lagi..aku ni mmg pantang dipuji..tapi seronok lerr sebab hubby makan dengan banyaknyerr..memang teringin sangat ler tu..yang aku suke sangat..ni first attempt dan berjaya!!

selalunya weekend kalau aku masak mesti aku panggil adik beradik and mak n ayah mertua makan sekali..tapi hari ni..tak confident le plak..tapi sebab ok jerr..nanti aku bawak sket pegi rumah mak mertua aku..

million thanks to mama yang akan sentiasa diganggu..biler aku tgh try resepi baru..

langkawi Part 2

This just like a dream come true for my mama as she has been waiting so long..for having a family vacation at Langkawi..it seem nothing for other people as Langkawi is not a so expensive holiday destination..but for my parents only now they have a chance..why..because they have dedicated all their time and money for raising up me and my sister..even when we have grown up..mama and ayah still worry about all the expenses..including our wedding expenses..and now both of their daughters have married..and it seem..that they have released from all commitment toward me and my sister..and they look so happy..and plan to spend the rest of their life..with the great vacation..hopefully me and my sister can fulfil their dreams..nothing much we can do to repay for what they have sacrificed for both of us..just try our best to make them happy..to Liana thanks you so much for the flight tickets..to sayang thanks for the nice stay at Federal Villa..and to mama n ayah thanks a lot for all the makan-makan..sharing is caring..hehe




happy faces

Langkawi 25-28 March 2009

Even this wasnt my first time at Langkawi..but this time was so meaningful because i went to langkawi together with my family..thank you so much to my hubby..mama n ayah..and also my little sister for making this real..


1st destination


Santai at Telaga Harbour...


1..2..3..action!!





we were enjoying the great sunset...to liana your pictures look so great..with all the Gedik pose..to sayang..as usual..we were..really enjoy our island vacation..

Terima Kasih Paklah

Hari ni merupakan hari terakhir PakLah sebagai PM dan bos kat Jab. Perdana Menteri..Lepas solat Jumaat tadi ader perhimpunan perpisahan untuk Paklah..tengok orang reramai excited tuk jumpe Paklah..aku pun join ler jugak..mak aii..cuace plak punyerlerr panas..ade gak yang pitam2..tapi semangat nak jumpa Paklah..aku bertahan lah juga..tengah2 duk beratur tunggu Paklah ade le lak wartawan daripada Bernama nak interview aku..wei gabra babe..suruh aku wish Paklah and Najib pastu tanya pandangan Paklah sebagai bos..hehe..bab wish aku selamba jer..tiba bab pandangan lak..hehe..merapu jer aku jawab..aku cakap ajeler yang Paklah ni pemimpin yang baik dan mudah didekati..walaupun aku sendiri pun tak pernah pun dekat2 dgn die..tah ape2 lerr..mcm merapu..tapi tetap control..aku hrp2 wartawan tu delete le interview merapu aku ni..tapi die cakap ni live..hancus..malu jerr kalau orang kampung aku tengok...

apapun mase salam Paklah tetiba aku terasa terharu plak..sebab mata die pun sayu jer..die cakap "maafkan Paklah yer"...salam gak dgn Tun Jeanne..PM baru dan isteri..keadaan masa tu agak chaos jugak..biler wartawan terjerit dan berebut2 nak dapat the best shot..dah keje dieorang..tapi yang kelakarnyerr dengan selamba jer wartawan tu bole terjerit-jerit sound petugas istiadat kot...mentang2 ler dieorang pakai baju melayu pink yang agak menyakitkan mata mase tengah panas..selamba jerr wartawan tu..reramai sound.."woi abang baju pink..akak..baju pink..tepilerr sikit..hadang camera lahh...wwooo..wwoooo..tepi..tepi."kecoh tahap kelakar..Paklah punyerr pasal..

apapun ni merupakan pengalaman yang agak seronok..tgk Paklah..melambai-lambai kat orang reramai tu..memang mcm touching jerr...aku tak reti sgt bab politik..tapi aku memang mengagumi Paklah sebab personaliti die..lembut..sabar...beriman..walaupun ade pihak2 yang tak berapa suka cara Paklah meminpin negara..aku rasa letak tepi dulu tanggapan tu..kenanglah jasa-jasa beliau..dalam usaha memajukan negara dan menyatupadukan rakyat dengan cara beliau sendiri...kalau asyik nak complaint jerr..aku rase cube lerr kite fikir kalau kita berada di tempat die..belum tentu kite bole jadi sebaik die..mungkin ade yang lebih baik..tapi kite mesti percaya die telah cube yang terbaik dan termampu sepanjang berkhidmat..terima kasih Paklah..jasamu..dan keperibadianmu sentiasa di hati rakyat Malaysia...ewahhhh..syahdu..syahdu

my love song...

I finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
That makes me feel complete
It started over coffee
We started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin

This time is different
And it's all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it though
My favouite line was
"Can I call you sometime"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind
I apologise, baby that's fine
I would wait forever just to know you were mine

You know I love your hair
Are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear
Isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
And whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

just the beginning..

its a strange feeling when i try to start blogging..i really don't know..how to start..what to tell..its totally weird for me as im not a very particular person that really care about what is happening in life..it seem nothing special in my life..nothing great to share...but as i going on and try to put everything in written...i just realize that my life it not that boring..there are so many things..good and bad..but its still gives some colours to my life...so this is just the intro and i be back soon with my new entry..chow!!