A letter to my self..

Dear Sue,

Its kind of crazy when we write a letter to ourselves..but it just a good self therapy..most of the people talk to themselves in order to enhance the level of confident..motivate yourself..or try to convince yourself with your own judgment toward any circumstances..

As a normal person..we are not always being so lucky..but being less or different from other doesn't mean that u are unworthy..life it just like a roller coaster that will be filled with up and down..it same goes to you and to other people..but the typeof problems that we face are different from one another..

But not all the people will understand the hardness in your life..don't expect so much from others..do take criticism..but don't ever seek the approval from others..sometime people just say something for their own benefit..go and share your life with the people you trust..but if their opinion just let you down..just be idle and let it go..

Sometime the pressure turn you to be full with anger..but please don't ever yell to people around you..just take a deep breath..recite a Selawat..and it will make you calm..don't ever let other people stranded with your problem..there is no one who deserve to be distracted with your problem..

In life we should try to be a nice person..not to pretend to be nice but you should bring out the kindness from within..people will know whether you are just pretending or it just a real you..being a nice person and don't expect any reward in return..doesn't make all the people adore you..but you are growing older as a better person..you must believe that what goes around comes around..sometime the reward will come to you in different way..maybe it not straight away for you..but..God will simplify your life in a special way..who knows?

Crying is one of your therapy..don't deny it..but its ok as long it doesn't turn you to be a psycho..you will be much better after that..don't feel bad to feel regret with your misjudgment..u are responsible to your action..and to all the circumstances..consider it as a life time lesson that make you become more rational in the future..

Being a lovely person and spread your love to your love one..families and friends..with turns your life as great space to live in..the love will blow away all your sadness..and you are so lucky to be blessed with a wonderful husband faridz..the best mama,mak,ayah2..with all the greatest brothers and sisters..liana,jus,syida,irfan and sazri..all the beautiful in and out friends..that you should be grateful..they fulfill your life with so many colours..

So..no matter what..even you are facing the biggest fear in your life for this moment..you should thinks that you are so blessed..with a wonderful life..lovely people around you..sometime the hardship will make you appreciate all the little thing..and turn you to be a stronger person..so just be strong..open you mind..and love you self..you will find the answer within yourself..

May Allah blessed you with a good health..a big heart..and a miracle..Insyallah..