Little Heaven

Alhamdulillah..bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi di atas kurniaan rezeki yang tak pernah putus....rezeki yang dimaksudkan adalah rumah yg dibeli tahun lepas dah siap..dan dah dapat kunci

macam tak percaya..dalam pelbagai masalah dan dugaan yang perlu dilalui dari tahun lepas..sempat jugak aku n hubby beli sebuah rumah ni..macam tak percaya lak..dgn sumber kewangan yg terhad dan ditambah lagi dgn kos rawatan yg perlu ditanggung..mcm tak sangka kiteorg berjaya lalui semua fasa-fasa ni..terasa semua telah diatur dgn baik dan dipermudahkan..

walaupun diduga dgn pelbagai masalah..Allah masih sayang pada kami berdua..byk dugaan yang diberi..byk jugak rakmat yang dianugerah..byk rezeki2 yg tak terduga kami perolehi..sampai sekarang aku masih tak percaya yang kami dah ada rumah sendiri..syukur!..mungkin rezeki utk menimang cahaya mata belum sampai lagi..tapi aku percaya semua yang terbaik telah diatur..yang penting kena terus berusaha..berdoa dan bertawakal..dan yang paling istimewa rezeki untuk adik-adikku, liana dan jus dah sampai..tahun depan insyallah 2 anak buah akan jadi famili baru kiteorg..sebagai mak long tentuler excited sesangat tak sabar nak timang anak2 buah ni..manaler tu lepas ni berjangkit pulak..haha

sambung balik citer rumah baru..

biaseler..bile dah ade rumah sendiri macam yang dirancang utk jadikan rumah ni rumah impian..tapi memandangkan bajet yg terhad terpaksaler pendam jer hasrat ni..dulukan apa yang penting..dan ikut kemampuan..yg lain2..kena postpone dulu..utk masa2 akan dtg..Insyaallah kalau ada rezeki..semua yang dirancang akan direalisasikan..bergantung pada masa dan rezekinya..yang istimewa rumah yang dibeli dekat dgn rumah adik dan best friend..senang mak ngan ayah nak tgk anak2..sekali jalan jerr..utk best friend..yan..tak sangka kiter berjiran..rumah satu line lagi..dari duk sebilik masa blaja..pastu duk serumah masa baru keja..skrg ni duk dekat2 rumah pulak biler dah kahwin..haha..kite memang tak dapat dipisahkan lagi..senang le geng2 kite nak dtg beraya..boleh serbu 2 rumah sekali..

sekarang ni tgh sibuk cari keperluan2 rumah..tgh cari2 kontraktor yg murah2 nak buat renovation sket2..harapan untuk rumah baru ni..semoga rumah ni sentiasa dipenuhi kebahagian dan kasih sayang..semoga rumah ni merupakan tempat yang sesuai untuk kami menambah ahli keluarga...2 rumah sebelum ni..takde rezeki..mungkin baby aku ni memilih..nak duk rumah sendiri gak..haha..semoga kami dilapangkan rezeki untuk menambahbaik rumah ni..semoga rumah ni menjadi syurga kecil buat kami sekeluarga dan menjadi tempat untuk berteduh dari hujan dan panas..semoga syurga kecil ini memberi kami kesejahteraan dan kebahagian yang berpanjangan..Insyallah



little heaven

Praying For The CURE-Part II

hye..im back again..with another story of my treatment experienced..as i mentioned in my previous entry that i managed to get an appointment with ONG Doctor Prof Hamid for the further checkup..i just felt nothing but as time passed by and when it took really close to date..i started to feel confius and blur. I was thinking..that should i proceed with the appointment..i just thought that am i in the really bad medical condition that brought me to the specialist..aggrhh..this kind of feeling really made me crazy!

another dilemma..another big question in my head..should i proceed the treatment with a male doctor or should i go to somewhere else which more suitable..as i knew that this kind of treatment will lead to many procedures which are directly enggaged with private part of your body..haha..

what i've done to cope with this issue:

1. discussed with hubby..i should get the green light as he is the 'landlord'..haha. what my hubby has said .."takpeler sayang..kite tawakal..kite nak cube yang terbaik kan..dan ramai yg recommend doktor ni..die kat profesional dan experienced..die pun dah tah heran pun..kite cube ajelah..saya positif jerr..kadang lelaki ni lbh sensitif dgn pompuan..lbh respect..yg penting awak kena terbuka ler..jgn fikir bukan2jerr..ni proses berubat..tapi kalau awak segan kite cari jumpa doctor pompuan..yg penting pakar yg well known!

2. talk to my parents..get some advise..my mom said..'ala tak payah risau..doctor tu dah berpuluh tahun buat keja ni..hati die pun Allah dah pelihara sbb dah byk tolong org..tu pun ibadat gak tu..awak baby lagi pun die dah ade kat tv ni..skrg ni pun dah baya2 ayah jer..tak pyh malu lerr..die tak heran pun..haha

3. get more information about the doctor..thanks u so much to website..www.hamidarshat.com..the moderator..the forumer..there are so many reliable information..that helped me so much with my decision

4. buat solat hajat bagi lapang hati ni nak buat rawatan..

to be continue..first day of treatment..the ugly truth..the ugly me!

till the next entry ya!

Praying For The CURE- Part 1

I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS) and Retroverted Uterus during my first consultation with Dr Hamid Arshat..it was October 2008.What the doctor have said to me was so heartbreaking for both emotionally and physically.I was so down..i was burst into tear all my way from Damansara to my home at Putrajaya..my husband try to comfort and console me with his warmth hug but it didn’t worked at that time..i just cried for the whole night until I fell asleep..i was so hurt..i felt so weak and damn tired..

The PCOS lead to hormone disorder, irregular menstruation, obesity and it will affect the reproductive system and the cause of infertility. The retroverted uterus is a uterus that is tilted backwards inside of the pelvis. Most of the women born with the uterus is slightly forward to the stomach but i just not so lucky..

I missed my menstruation for six month..after i had bleeding during my DPA course at Kuala Kubu Baru..i fell down and hit the staircase..and suffered for the serious pain at my pubic area..and at the night I just got the heavy bleeding..it was damn hurt as i never experienced the period pain..i was sent to the Hospital and the doctor just said that I had my normal mensus without doing any checking..i was in my physical module..and got the MC was a bonus for me..but during the time I just felt so weak..i couldn’t eat..i lost my weight for 5kg in a week..i just felt so sick..but during the course I just felt tired to think about myself..i spent my time in the sick bay while the rest were struggling with the 'Modul Bomba'

I proceed to doctor after finishing the course as my husband was so worried about my health condition and the doctor assumed that i might had miscarriage.but it too late to confirm because it already two week after the bleeding.what a shocked..i just ignored with the miscarriage issue..me and hubby just felt nothing due to my course wasn’t allow pregnancy.. or i need to repeat the whole course again..

After 6 month I have skipped the mensus I started to worry..but i still have no direction..where to go and whom to ask..i just proceed with a regular doctor somewhere in Bangi to get some advice..i went through several test..scanning..and the doctor said that my ovaries was swollen and it due to my irregular mensus..the doctor gave me the fertility pill together with a medicine to get my mensus back but it still didn’t work on me , i also proceed the treatment with Bidan at my kampung..after a few visit and all the urut2..she said that I was pregnant..i did the urine test and went to doctor for scanning but the doctor said that I wasn’t pregnant..i felt so confused.the doctor advised me to get my mensus but the bidan said no..this what the bidan said “ sue jangan sue..kesian kat budak tu..di masih kat bawah..doctor tak perasan lagi tu” can u imagine how I felt that day..i am enjoyable and happy person..but this thing just turned me to be more quite..i cried a lot and just be so individual...it ruined my life so bad..

I am a determined person..something must come with the answer. I cant just wait for uncertainty..it wasn’t sound that I not believe with the bidan or put any blamed on her..it just didn’t work on me..i considered that wasn’t my rezeki..if you are standing in my shoes you will understand how to let thing go..how to open your heart and soul and how to forgive and forget..in order to make you to feel release and relief..so I proceed with the doctor..took the medicine for three month..to boost the fertility..and I should get pregnant within that period but it yet to be happen and still considered it wasn’t my rezeki

But I started to think that did i meet a right doctor or did I do something wrong from the beginning..so I started to search more information for my condition..i still remember that I called one of my sister’s best friend NOI..she is a nice girl, she married for five years..went through so many infertility treatment and still has no chance to get pregnant..with just a simple call..noi called me back and told me that she has managed to put my name in Dr Hamid Arshat‘s appointment list…I know him since I was a child..i saw him on tv..and I know that he is a good ONG doctor..there is still a hope..

i will update the treatment with Dr hamid Arshat in the next entry! its still a long journey!

aKHIRNYA..

Lama sgt rasenya tak menjengah blog ni..hampir 4 bulan kot..bukan apa..kat office social website kena block..cuti sebulan..laptop rosak kena petir..banyak betul urusannya..alhamdullillah akhirnya berjaya juga mendapatkan laptop baru ni..lega sbb next week dah nak start buat paper..repeat ptk..

Dalam masa 4 bulan banyak sgt perkara yang berlaku..banyak sangat keputusan2 penting yang perlu dibuat..tapi Alhamdullillah semua berjalan seperti dirancang...banyak sebenarnya nak dicoret di sini..

antara perkara2 yang berlaku sepanjang 4 bulan ni..

July

- jual kereta kelisa dan gen2..tukar satu kereta jer..kena downgrade sikit untuk cover bajet rumah baru..sedih gak..tapi takper ader rezeki nanti boleh tambah satu lagi

- menjalani pembedahan untuk ovarian cyst dan retroverted uterus..akan di update for the next entry

- liana my sister..pregnant..happy sgt..nak tunggu anak sendiri tah biler..teruja sgt nak dapat anak buah..semoga segalanya sihat dan selamat

- Laptop rosak..kena petir..duit lagi..kena postpone dulu la jawabnyerr..mc sebulan..hari2 layan sinetron kat tv ngan mama..haha..addicted sampai ke hari ni


Ogos

- start keja..tapi stil sakit2..kesihatan agak terganggu
- result exam keluar..kantoi satu paper..kena repeat la pulak

September

- beransur pulih..dah cergas sedikit..tapi kesan operation masih belum terbukti..sbb still ade masalah kesihatan yg belum selesai..tapi takper..terus bersabar dan meneruskan post operation treatment

- adik iparku Jus pregnant..semoga Jus sentiasa sihat dan kuat..happy sgt..tak sangka dapat 2 anak buah tahun depan..moga-moga lepas ni aku berjangkit pulak..Insyaallah

Oktober

- still proceed with post operation treatment..tahap kesihatan dah ok..cume masih berpantang sikit..dah still tak buat kerja2 berat

- sempat buat rumah terbuka..penutup raya..Alhamdullillah ramai sgt datang..sebenarnya dah lama sgt berhajat nak buat makan2 ni..akhirnya peluang datang jugak..lega sbb hajat sudah terlaksana

- satu perubahan ketara setelah melalui pelbagai perkara beberapa bulan ni.. aku berasa sgt lapang dan tenang..tak kira samada urusan peribadi..kesihatan..atau keja..semua berlaku dengan lancar..fikiran rasa sgt relax..hidup ni teras mcm dipermudahkan..byk urusan terlaksana..banyak masalah dapat dibetulkan..dan dapat bertemu dgn byk pihak yang membantu...syukur..

Biler ada kelapangan..rase mcm nak cerita ttg pengalaman menjalani rawatan sampailah lah membawa kepada pembedahan..till the next entry ya!

The tight Schedule..again!

My mega project has been postponed to middle of July..so the countdown is begun..my weekend will be full with activities..

the weekend schedule:

13-14 June - Dragon boat tournament..im the cheerleader for my hubby..i will spend my weekend at maritime centre Putrajaya

20-21-Doing a little shopping for Hari Raya..location..everywhere and anywhere..

27-28-Balik kampung..Johor..im very homesick!

4-5 July-Family vacation at Melaka

11-12-Family Day at PD

18-19- My personal vacation..hehe..this what i call The Mega Project.

The time is seem so short when we are counting days for something..it like i just dont have enough time to 'Ronggeng'..so this a month period of time should be optimized with meaningful activities..before i need to focus for my self and need to rest for a quite sometime..

The Coming Vacation

Me and hubby has planned for the 2nd honeymoon for a quite sometime..and it supposely Kapas Island..but due to Swine Flu..with the tiny little island..the outbreak is easily get transferred..it sound paranoid because there is not case has been recorded..but this just a precaution action..we cancel the trip as we know the island is the one of the favorite spot for foreign tourist..so the next destination is rescheduled..it might be Melaka..on early July..but this time..we plan to go with the whole family member..Melaka is a great destination for family vacation..we can have..a shopping..a great makan2..umbai is the favourite..and having a sight seeing at tourist spot!

so im looking forward for the Melaka trip with my mak n ayah mertua.and adik-adik iparku..it should be happening..but everything is still on the planning process!

Shoes Temptation!

Semalam sajer jer nak pegi The mInes untuk lunch..tetiba ternampak la kedai Crocs..tengah sales pulak tu..aku pun sajer nak tengok2..rupa-rupanya satu kedai la sales..design baru memang takde..dan outlet lain mmg takde sale..macam langkah kanan le pulak..tak tau ler rezeki aku atau rezeki tokey kedai..sbb setelah puas mundar mandir..akhirnya aku sambar 2 sandal..ade gak rase bersalah..tapi setelah membuat pertimbangan yang wajar..eewah!..akhirnya aku beli gak..sales 50%..mulanya mmg plan nak beli design baru "leopard"..tapi disebabkan dah beli 2 ni makan tak jadi ler beli yang new design tu..takper..cukup ler ni

dalam sibuk membeli untuk diri sendiri teringat gak kat hubby..nak beli gak sebab sandal lelaki pun murah2..tapi tak ingat lak saiz sayang..so lepas balik keja malam semalam terus ajak sayang pegi Mines lagi..nak suruh die tgk sendiri..setelah die puas belek2..akhirnya die berkenan satu..so aku pun belikan untuk sayang..yeler rase bersalah gak shopping untuk diri sendiri..hehe..nak cover line ler tu..takut sayang bising..tapi nasib baik die ok jer!..so dua2 pun pulang dengan gembira sebab dapat kasut buaya baru..hehe

Tadi pegi PKNS bagi utk dinner..singgah jap kat outlet adidas..berkenan le plak..satu Running Shoes..RM 188 lepas diskaun..comel jerr..slim..ringan..colour kelabu ngan pink..sempat try lak..harga mcm ok..tapi sbb dah belanja lebih untuk kasut buaya maka..aku diam ajeler..

nak dijadikan cerita..memang rezeki aku..hubby beli satu T-Shirt..harga dalam RM50..pastu promoter tu cakap..kalau abang beli barang kombinasi kasut..seluar atau baju..abang boleh enjoy..tiap barang tu 40%...mcm best jer..aku pun tanyalerr pasal kasut tadi..sebab sayang dah beli Tshirt tu so kalau aku beli kasut tu..bole dapat les 40% untuk dua2 barang..so kasut comel tadi tinggal RM 113 dan baju sayang tinggal 20 lebih jer...berbaloi-baloi..dan sayang offer lak nak bayar sebab smlm aku belikan die sandal Crocs..sukernyerr..thanks sayang..bulan ni bajet kiteorg banyak kat kasut..rase dah cukup2 ler tu..harap tak tersangkut dekat mana2 sales lagi..boleh kering gaji sebelum waktunya..hehe




the new collection!

The Month Of Happiness

lame rasenya tak membelek blog ni..sibuk dan sangat penat..lega rasenya dah abis exam..susahnyerr..tapi lantakler sbb aku dah cuba sebaik mungkin..yang lain tu pasrah jer..kalau takder rezeki repeat aje ler..oklah malas nak citer pasal exam

disebabkan exam ni my birthday tahun ni mcam takde ape2..besday ahad..isnin exam..so jgn harapler nak beronggeng..nasib baik ade masa keluar dinner jap kat Nandos Mines..tu pun kluar untuk tujuan makan jerr..tak jalan2 pun..sbb cuak esok exam..thanks to hubby yang still ajak kluar gak just to have a simple birthday dinner..
citer pasal besday ni..benda yang agak lain untuk dirai.mungkin bagi orang lain birthday mesti ade suprise present..candlelight dinner with the fine dining style..bunga..best kan..

tapi bagi aku semua ni mmg takde pasal suprise present..memang tak payah nak haraplerr..sbb hubby aku mmg tak reti..masa2 awal bercinta..memang selalu aku merajuk bile tak pernahnyer dapat hadiah yang dibalut cantik2..dah jadi kebiasaan biler birthday jerr..hubby akan bagi tau apa yang die nak bagi tahun tu..dan kiteorg sama2 pegi beli..kalau dulu memamng aku cukup menyampah sebab tak romantik langsung..tapi skrg ni memang aku rase lagi best lak..sbb aku dapat pilih sendiri apa yang aku nak..dan benda yang lebih perlu..hubby kata cara ni lebih practical..betul tu..bukan apa perkara yang kite pilih sendiri akan lebih memenuhi citarasa..betul kan..

pasal candle light dinner...bab ni aku pun tak reti lerr..tahap nak romantik2 ni bukan masa makan..tu di masa2 yang lebih sesuai..ehemm..masa makan ni..prinsip kiteorang mudah..makan apa yang kiteorang sukerr dan selesa..macam aku n hubby memang hantu seafood so tempat dituju mestilah bagan lalang ataupun umbai melaka..selain tu aku ni mmg kaki western food..so tempat dituju kalau nak murah sket nandos lerr..favourite ni..kalau ade bajet lebih aku suka makan kat chilis..tgi fridays dan yang sewaktu dengannyerr..and kalau bajet ciput aku makan jer western food kat kedai2 tomyam yang berlambak ni..murah dan sedap gak..so tahun ni untuk birthday aku makan kat nandos jerr hari ahad 24 mei..alhamdullillah sedap..26 mei pulak anniversary aku yang ke dua tahun..lepas exam..memang penat..hubby ajak pegi makan..western..die kata ade restoran yang sedap dan dekat jerr dgn area rumah kiteorang..so aku ok jerr..die bawak makan kat Milwaukee Steak Corner kat Balakong..ok gak tempat die..cozy jerr..makan pun ok..sedap dan tak berapa mahal..pastu die kata sori tak sempat beli bunga..nanti die hantar kat ofis..tapi aku cakap tak payah lerr..bukan aku tak suke..tapi macam tak payah lerr..bunga lebih kurang seratus..macam membazir..bunga tahun lepas pun ade jerr berhabuk kat ofis aku ni..and hubby cakap for birthday tahun ni nak beli perfum..sbb die tgk stock aku mcm nak abis jerr..pastu tu die offer aku nak set make up or skin care..die kata suruh promoter wrap macam ala2 hantaran..eeii..bole plak..sbb aku asyik mengomel jerr pasal muka ni..

so aku suke lerr..tapi aku cakap perfum jer dah ok..lain2 tu tak payah mahal..dulu aku dah pakai bioterm n clinique..mahal..skrg ni aku pakai cap ayam jerr..murah..hasilnyerr..gitu gak lerr rupa aku..takde bezanyer..hihi

apapun aku gembira jerr..bagi aku birthday and anniversary ni macam satu formality jerr..sesuatu untuk dikenang dan dikongsi dengan insan tersayang..bukan satu yang perkara yang perlu diraikan..dengan pelbagai plan2 dan hadiah2 yang bombastik..bagi aku apa yang penting ade kad ucapan yang sweet kat sebelah ni masa bangun tidur..dah cukup..dan yang paling penting adalah kasih sayang yang tak berbelah bagi..

untuk Hubby tersayang..what u have done..it just more than enough..i am so happy..u are the greatest give for me..u make everything special with you own special way..kalau nak bagi apa2 tak payah susah2 suprise..bagi tau jerr.senang urusan..hehe..thanks sayang

Facinating Penang

Weekend ni tiada sebarang perancangan untuk aktiviti luar..walaupun agak teruja dgn warehouse sales di Sogo..tapi ku tahankan jugak..memandangkan berlambak lagi bab2 yg tak tercover untuk exam isnin ni..sabar-sabar..

next week nak pergi Penang bersama keluarga hubby..seronoknyer..last gi Penang mase raya..sebelum kahwin rase jauhnyer nak pegi Penang..susahnyerr..sedara pun takde kat sana..tapi skrg ni Penang dah jadi mcm favourite spot lak untuk bercuti..masa untuk bershopping dan masa untuk makan..yum..yum..banyak sgt favourite food kat Penang..murah dan sedap..char kuey teow..pasembor..rojak..cendol..laksa..takua rendang..aku igt tauhu masak rendang..rupenye bukan..ala2 mcm cucur ngan tauhu..kuah die sedap..air sarbat..sirap+selasih+kelapa..kalau kat tempat aku..dapat air teh halia lerr bile sebut sarbat..so orang Penang kena berhati2 bile ke Johor..lain benar hasilnyer

dan yang paling best famili aku semua kaki makan..dari yang sebesar2 hubby..sampailer ke sekeding2 syida..adik ipar aku..semua suka makan..makan ni dah jadi agenda utama..tiada konsep makan 3 hari sekali di Penang..hehe..makan jerr pada biler2 masa..biler jumpe tempat2 makan yang best..sukenyerr..

tempat shopping ok gak..walaupun kat KL ni berlambak2 shopping mall..suasananye agak lain..mungkin tak selalu ke sana..

kalau dulu pegi berhari raya..jadi jadualnyee penuh dgn aktiviti raye2 lerr..kali ni nak pegi bercuti..hopefully agendanya pun happening lerr...hehe
tak sabar nak gi Penang ni..hope semuanyer berjalan lancar

Ini Serius....kata Wonderpet

lama dah tak update blog..sbb nothing to share..life as a normal routine..sibuk keja..and prep exam..mmg banyak lagi tak cover..byk lagi bhn tak terusik..nota aku masa semester exam pun tak byk camni..tu pun banyak yang calculation..yang ni plak..semua reading oriented..baca sket dah lalok..

tapi untuk 4 hari terakhir ini..akan aku pulun habis2..tak tau ler style study cam dulu-dulu bole pakai lagi..last minute..under pressure..sometime can make our brain works beyond the limit..eewahhh..kata2 peransang untuk menyedapkan hati..

the exam will be on this coming monday and tuesday..

Penatnyerr...

wah penat sungguh rasenye..dah seminggu balik keja lambat..keja tak banyak mana pun cuma banyak meeting..taklimat..dinner..mentoring leerr..dah lewat petang baru bole duk kat work station buat keja..

balik rumah asyik flat jer..tapi gagahkan diri gak untuk study..walaupun tak berapa masuk pun..still takde drive lagi..

tak sabar nak tunggu weekend..tu pun sabtu jer free..ahad keja..standby bilik gerakan..tak kisah ler..bole focus study..hubby lak satu hari training dragon boat

esok malam dah booking ticket utk midnite movie Angle n Demon...sabtu rasenya nak gi jejalan kat Kl..midvalley or klcc..tgk wayang Star Trex..lama rasenye tak berjalan2 n shopping sket2..sejak duk kat Putrajaya ni rase malas sgt nak menempuh jalan ke KL..weekend selalunya masak2 pastu dah malas nak keluar..kalau setakat nak jalan2 n makan2..Alamanda pun dah ok..tapi sesekali teringin gak..hehe..

cepat le weekend ni..tak sabar nak beronggeng..next week will be my birthday and 2nd anniversary..bahagianya..tapi takde special program sbb sibuk prep exam..the following week nak balik penang..

pertengahan bulan 6 dah sibuk dengan projek mega..tinggal berapa hari jer aku nak ronggeng2 ni..bestnye kalau dapat pegi honeymoon for 2nd anniversary..last year ke redang..teringin nak pegi pulau kapas lak..tgk pada masa dan rezekinya..

tapi harapan for the coming birthday and 2nd anniversary..untuk lebih bahagia dan membahagiakan bersama suami tercinta dan family..(dalam segala bentuk kebahagiaan..amin)im so blessed with love and happiness..million thanks to my sayang@bantal buchuk@mr baby bear@mr bon bon...for your unconditional love

Balik Kampung

Lama rasanye dah tak balik kampung ni..parents aku yang selalu datang sini..walaupun takde ape kat bandar kluang tu..tapi bile balik aku mesti nak berjalan2 gak kat bandar kecil ni..

plan nak beli cake untuk mother's day kat secret recipe..tapi memandangkan keterujaan penduduk Kluang dgn Secret Recipe yang baru dibuka..abis semua stok2 cakes kat sana..kalau tempah lepas 3 hari baru dapat..susah betul!..

nak ajak famili keluar makan..mama plak tak bagi..yeler..anak dah jarang2 balik..die masak pun tahap balas dendam lerr..rugi woo kalau makan kat luar..akhirnya..kami duk lepak kat Old Town Cafe..untuk minum petang...macam biasa..aku asyik missed jerr nak minum kat Kluang Station..asyik full house jerr..kalau secret recipe tu ampun lerr..baru lagi..yang Kluang Sattion ni dari zaman dulu2 pun dah ade..tak puas2 lagi lee orang kluang ni..kasi ler chance kat orang jauh cam kiteorng ni..heheh..marah ni..

pastu jalan2 lagi masuk ke SenQ..biler tgk barang rumah ni..ayah lerr orang yang paling teruja..banyak gak yg kiteorang dah masukkan dalam list rumah baru..untuk dapur dah jumpa dah cuma tak tau nak pilih Eletrolux atau Bosch..aku punya points banyak gak..bole redeem untuk discount..home theater Pionerr and TV Sony Bravia..tapi ni TV ni still plan lagi..sbb baru jer beli tv tahun ni..banyak yang aku berkenan tapi first thing first..kalau beli serentak..bole terganggu saving aku yang tak seberapa ni..

so untuk pindah rumah ni..kiteorang akan buat 2 stages..

1st stage..in house renovation cum with basic appliances

2nd stage..baru extend dapur untuk wet kitchen and pasang tile and lanskap sikit2 utk halaman rumah..pastu baru lerr beli pekakas lain..

apapun aku n hubby dah plan untuk focus benda2 yang penting2 dulu..ala kadar jerr..ada duit lebih kiteorang tambah lerr perlahan2..kena ader reserve untuk emergency..sakit pening..and family..tak mau ler sampai pokai nanti duit nak bagi parents pun hangus..sometime bile sesak aku minta discount gak kat mama..heheh..walaupun dieorg tak minta.tapi..faham2 lee..kat sape lagi dieorng nak harap..aku n liana je..banyak belum mampu..sikit2 Insyaallah ada..my hubby selalu ingatkan..susah macam mane pun jgn lupe mak n ayah..ade share dieorg kat duit gaji kite ni..heheh..isyaallah tak lupe tu..takpelerr asalkan berkat..kalau ade rezeki teringin gak nak buat family gathering..pergi bercuti..beramai-ramai bestnyerr...nak harap parents aku or parents mertua aku nak pegi sendiri takkan larr..anak-anak lerr yang kena bawak..mudah-mudahan ade ler rezeki untuk famili ni sebelum kami berdua terikat dgn komitmen yang lebih besar...Insyallah

On Duty

i just hope that i can enjoy this weekend after having a long and restless week..but another task just turns up..my boss just called and asked me to assist her for Puspanita Lady's Nite this Sunday..

Due to the matter, i will rush from johor after lunch and need to turns up at the event at 7.30 pm...wwooiisshh..im going to be on duty..even on the weekend

but i need to consider it as OK..to inspire myself for the task..i have to..i have abided with the term.."Saya yang menurut perintah" as a government staff...hahaha..it sound so "poyo giler"

HECTIC

its been a while..that i havent look to my blog..i was very busy with courses and the non stop meeting for the whole week..im so exhausted..im not even had time for lunch this week..for me there is nothing to stop me to enjoy my mealtime.. i need to eat..but the current workload made it impossible..i didnt cook for the whole week..i was totally flat after came back from work..luckily my hubby is on diet..so he just take a simple food that we can 'tapau' from anywhere..

im suppose to be on leave today as me and family have planned to 'balik kampung' penang..but my family had canceled the plan..so instead to go to Penang yesterday..i will go to my kampung..Johor..today

i just have two available weekend for May..it will be 9-10 May or the end of May..my scheduled is so tight..so i need to plan wisely in order to be with the family on the both side..so the Penang trip will be reschedule to end of May..

There are so many things that need to be settled before June..there will a mega project will be run on June..that require me to free from my daily routine..i will be off for something for a quite sometime..

so May is the month to be damn workaholic..my priority this month is my works..to be sorry to everybody that is affected with my crazy scheduled..my hubby..families and friends 'especially AWIN'-unable to meet up for friday lunch..

hopefully everything will be on the right track!

Monday..

as a normal routine..monday will be a hard day..it wasnt because of the workload..but it just kind of feeling that i just cant get enough with my weekend..and it transferred..to my brain and body that made myself to be so lazy..sleepy..slow..and went back home as soon as possible..i was lazy to cook..even to watch tv..i just want to sleep..i will go to sleep very early tonight..i cant stand with my heavy eyes..chow!

Aku Bermimpi..

Selalunya orang mimpi malam..tapi aku ni mimpi dah siang dah..tu lah akibat sambung tido balik..mimpi yang kelakar..aku mimpi tengah amik exam..tapi pengawas tu suruh aku duk kat luar dewan..baca buku dulu..tak bole masuk exam..ade kerr..

Ni macam satu peringatan..yang aku tak ready apa-apapun untuk exam PTK Mei ni..haha..bahan macam berlambak2..konon nak study kat rumah..tapi tak pernah pun bawak masuk rumah lagi dah berminggu terperap kat boot kereta aku..tak pernah nye aku layan..orang fotostat nota..aku pun beriya nak..tapi tak baca2 pun..bole plak aku layan baca buku cerita lak..

Tah bile nak start..dah tak tau teknik pemebelajaran berkesan dah tepu..nasib baik kena exam..kena gak baca buku pasal pentadbiran awam ni..kalau tak..jgn harap ler.berkarat terusler otak aku ni..gerun gak tgk kengkawan tgh sibuk study..mula rase tercabar..tapi sekejap jerr penyesalan tu..tah ape2 ler aku ni..waargghh..bile nak start ni..jangan malas suhana..

Anugerah Khidmat Cemerlang

Kawan2 Batch MKN 2006 yang BEST GILER..fiza takde le plak!

Alhamdulillah..tahun ni aku dapat anugerah khidmat cemerlang..perasaan memang tak dinafikan seronok gak lah..terasa seperti penat jerih kita dilihat..dinilai dan dihargai bos..cuma dalam kegembiraan tu..aku masih terfikir adalah aku memang layak..bukan apa..aku ni agak ok la bab keja..cuma masih baru..tapi aku harap rezeki ni memang bahagian aku..tak nak le sebab diri kita ada orang yang lebih layak tak berpeluang..apa guna dapat semua tu kalau kita memang tak layak..sebab kita dah halang rezeki orang lain..dan nanti orang cakap2 kat belakang plak..

Tapi aku harap pemberian ini telah melalui proses yang adil..biar berkat hidup aku..lama lagi aku nak keja ni..hari ni sekat rezeki orang nanti rezeki aku pulak ditarik balik..tak mau..

Apapun aku tetap bersyukur dengan rezeki ni..semoga perkara ini meningkatkan lagi semangat aku dalam menjalankan tugas..semoga urusan aku sentiasa diberkati..dan dipermudahkan..dan semoga aku mampu mempermudahkan urusan-urusan orang lain juga..Insyaallah

Esok Cuti!!

Jadual esok..

1. Bangun lambat sket..penat sangat le minggu ni

2. Settlekan laundry yang membukit tu..

3. Kemas rumah..ala kadar jer

4. Cari makan tengah hari..malas ler nak masak

5. Angkat kain di jemuran..lipat kalau rajin..kalau tak lambak je kat dalam bakul..hehe

6. Bermalas-malasan depan tv

7. Ala-ala dekat2 nak malam..bersiap-siap utk balik kampung suami..dekat jer kajang..haha

8. Buat selamba jer makan malam kat rumah mak..mak masak mmg sedap..mmg rosak diet aku

9. Ajak famili jalan2 kat Danau Kota..sajerr jerr buar meramaikan majlis

10. Balik tido kat rumah mak..lama tak tido sana..weekend ni lepak rumah mak..

New books of the month..

I spent the after worked session at Alamanda with munirah..just hanged out together as tomorrow is a public holiday..but we have spotted the book clearance sale at Carrefour..we have stranded at that area for almost one hour and tried to get a few books..the price was so cheap..it only Rm5 per book..its wasn't written by the famous author but its still worth to buy..i managed to grab 3 books and the synopsis is quite interesting..

for next month i plan to get Angel and Demon by Dan Brown if im not mistaken..the same author for The Da Vinci Code..as my colleague Faiz told me that the book is real good..the story is slightly same as The Da Vinci Code..complicated and full with controversy..so im so eager to read this book before watching the movie that will come to cinema very soon..

its totally different from the genre of my favorite book..romance..but now im so tempted to go with the fiction..Faiz( the master of Jedi) and Munirah (Ms Harry Potter/Enid Blyton) im so inspired with your fiction temptation..

A letter to my self..

Dear Sue,

Its kind of crazy when we write a letter to ourselves..but it just a good self therapy..most of the people talk to themselves in order to enhance the level of confident..motivate yourself..or try to convince yourself with your own judgment toward any circumstances..

As a normal person..we are not always being so lucky..but being less or different from other doesn't mean that u are unworthy..life it just like a roller coaster that will be filled with up and down..it same goes to you and to other people..but the typeof problems that we face are different from one another..

But not all the people will understand the hardness in your life..don't expect so much from others..do take criticism..but don't ever seek the approval from others..sometime people just say something for their own benefit..go and share your life with the people you trust..but if their opinion just let you down..just be idle and let it go..

Sometime the pressure turn you to be full with anger..but please don't ever yell to people around you..just take a deep breath..recite a Selawat..and it will make you calm..don't ever let other people stranded with your problem..there is no one who deserve to be distracted with your problem..

In life we should try to be a nice person..not to pretend to be nice but you should bring out the kindness from within..people will know whether you are just pretending or it just a real you..being a nice person and don't expect any reward in return..doesn't make all the people adore you..but you are growing older as a better person..you must believe that what goes around comes around..sometime the reward will come to you in different way..maybe it not straight away for you..but..God will simplify your life in a special way..who knows?

Crying is one of your therapy..don't deny it..but its ok as long it doesn't turn you to be a psycho..you will be much better after that..don't feel bad to feel regret with your misjudgment..u are responsible to your action..and to all the circumstances..consider it as a life time lesson that make you become more rational in the future..

Being a lovely person and spread your love to your love one..families and friends..with turns your life as great space to live in..the love will blow away all your sadness..and you are so lucky to be blessed with a wonderful husband faridz..the best mama,mak,ayah2..with all the greatest brothers and sisters..liana,jus,syida,irfan and sazri..all the beautiful in and out friends..that you should be grateful..they fulfill your life with so many colours..

So..no matter what..even you are facing the biggest fear in your life for this moment..you should thinks that you are so blessed..with a wonderful life..lovely people around you..sometime the hardship will make you appreciate all the little thing..and turn you to be a stronger person..so just be strong..open you mind..and love you self..you will find the answer within yourself..

May Allah blessed you with a good health..a big heart..and a miracle..Insyallah..

Really miss awin..

i do miss my best buddy awin so much..she is pregnant..having a bad morning sickness..losing weight..admitted in the hospital for several times..it almost 2 weeks that i have not hear anything from her..im damn busy..unable to manage even a single call..i just forget..sorry dear

she is a lovely friend..that i can consider as a mirror of me..we share everything as an adult... we are facing the same problem..we are laughing toward the same things..we share all the craziness together

even i have so many wonderful friends that im so grateful..but awin is totally different..she just come to my life when i am having a biggest problem and having the lowest level of confident..i just lost in my own space

she brightened up my life with her full support and concern..she just listened but i felt so relief..she is so genuine..voice out everything that she feel right to me..she just being so true..this what true friend does..

i try my best to call her tomorrow..first thing in the morning..i just hope that she will be just fine..

monday blues..

this day was so hectic with double triple meeting..and all the sudden my boss asked me to go to Tasik Banding tomorrow..for Puspanita Programme..luckily..she finally canceled my attendance due to my heavy workload..i also need to cancel my one day short
course..that should be tomorrow..because i have to represent my boss to a special meeting with JPM..aarrgghh..

just look forward that everything will be find tomorrow..

masa untuk rehat..

keterujaan di hujung minggu

hari ni bangun agak awal..terus siap2 nak pegi pasar..weekend adalah masa untuk masak..memandangkan hari2 biasa hubby cume nak makan sup..jaga badan katanya..hehe..jadi weekend aku mmg masak lebih sket..dah lebih dua minggu kiteorng tak mkn nasi malam..cume weekend jerr melantak..hubby turun 3 kilo..aku maintain jerr..menyampah betul..mungkin kurang exercise..atau aku punye diet dah dirosakkan dgn selera makan di hujung minggu..makan tahap stok seminggu kot..hehe

hari ni masak sotong besar.masak lemak cili padi.ikan goreng dan ayam goreng pandan..aku main tibai jerr bungkus ayam tu..asal bole..nasib baik lerr sedap..

siapkan laundry yng menimbun..still tak siap susun lagi ni..penat..lebih kurang pukul 3 ptg baru semuanyerr beress...agghh penat sungguh..tapi aku ni mmg susah nak tido siang..layan tgk tv..hubby syok jer tido lepas kekenyangan..

ptg tadi rase boring, ajak hubby jalan2..dekat jerr..alamanda..sajer jer sebab penat duk rumah seharian..perut kenyang lagi..tapi still nak pegi minum petang..hubby teringin nak minum root bir kat a&w..aku pun apa lagi antara minuman kegemaran..large rootbir float..double scoops..walaa..dah lame gilerr tak makan aiskrim ni..yelah try elak makanan yang kurang menyehatkan..tapi hari ni aku tewas gakk..balik rumah makan nasi plak..lauk pagi tadi memanggil2..sayang plak tak makan..ni tgh kenyang giler..patutlerr diet aku tak pernah berjaya..aku cover balik masa weekendd...iisskk..silap teknik rupenyee..

takpe cube lagi..esok pegi jogging lagi dgn munirah..im trying my best to stay healthy..

Home sweet Home

Semalam Sabtu pagi2 lagi dah bangun..sbb dah planned nak pegi tgk rumah dgn family..tu pun dah agak terlajak..nasib baik lerr ayah mertua pagi2 dah buat wake up call..haha..seronok gak tgk rumah kiteorg yang agak2 nak siap tak lama lagi..lebih kurang dalam bulan ogos rumah dah ready..hehe..tapi aku ni yang tak ready2 lagi..yelah..banyak budget nak gune tu..tapi nasib baik aku mmg dah ade brg2 asas ni..cume nak fikirkan pasal renovation sikit..tapi hasil perkongsian maklumat dgn beberapa member yang baru pindah rumah..dapat ler contact untuk contractor yang bole laaa..just plan for the simple design tapi aku mmg suke sgt modern concept..tapi untuk first stage ni aku n hubby just focus untuk kitchen cabinet and wardrobe..kiteorang dah pilih design yang konon cam moden lerr..tak sabar ler plak nak tgk hasilnye..warna tema coklat tua..skrg ni plak tgh sibuk buat survey utk paralatan dapur..kiteorang suke barang elektrolux..harap2 bejaya ler kiteorg dapat dgn harga yg ok..untuk living hall..kiteorang dah booked leather sofa 2+3 seatee..tema warna2 pastel dan gelap...ewahh..ye..ye..je aku ni..cukuplerr untuk ruang tamu kieorg yang comel tu..untuk meja makan masih mencari..hari tu dah berkenan satu kat lorenzo..tapi still mencari2 lagi..mana tau jumpe yang lebih murah dah berkualiti..this is what we should do when we have limited budget..price comparison..and make a good bargain..bulan depan kiteorang nak pegi survey2 lampu n kipas plak..hari tu jumpa satu kedai yang murah kat puchong..nak kena pegi lagi ni..nk cari lampu yang simple tapi modern with a good price..

untuk bilik tidur..nothing much we can do..sbb kiteorang beli katil kahwin jenis jati..so just maintain that way..for bilik tido..still simple..sedikit classic..baru romantic sikit..hehe..untuk bilik2 lain akan dipenuhkan secara berperingkat..bergantung kepada budget yang ada la..

aku harap semuanyer berjalan lancar...rumah siap..finishing ok..budget cukup..tak sabar nak pindah..setelah 2 kali berpindah randah..tak sabar nak settle down kat rumah sendiri..dan semoga bertambah lerr ahli kat rumah kami ni..still waiting for a magical..

workout!!..workout!!

its more than a year..that i just sit back and relax..without having any kind of exercises like i used to have during my DPA course..haha..and that the main reason that i put my weight drastically..and everyday i feel that im getting bigger and bigger..and most of my clothes are getting tight..

i try to control my eating habit but its doesnt help so much..so i try to do some workout..but its still on the early stage that i dont expect the quick changing..i have planned so many time to do some exercise on the weekend with my hubby that we usually fail to comply..its really hard to get up early on the weekend..and finally i just do my eyes exercise..sleep..sleep..sleep..hehe..what a bad life style..

but today..after work..me and my buddy munirah..spent our time at kelab tasik..starting with brisk walked then jogged around the tasik..and enjoyed the great view of my office Perdana Putra and Masjid Putra..this area is just about 1.5 km from my house..but i never realize there is a great place that so near to me..i just dont care..

I just lazy to do any outdoor activities..as my DPA courses gave me a bad experienced with all the heavy physical routine..i was tension..depressed..and wasnt enjoy so much during my DPA course..for me the training was really tough..harsh..and crazy..but now..try to look back..and i realized that the course was not so bad..i stay healthy..managed to reduce some weight..and i was so active..day and night..for twenty four seven..haha

So i planned to start the good lifestyle..but it shouldnt be called an obsession..its too much or 'hangat2 taik ayam'..its too bad..just try to start slowly..spend 3 to 4 times a week..with healthy activities..im so inspired with "A Bigger Looser"..they just look much better after the programme..haha..just wish me luck..to munirah..thanks for being a great workout partner even u are not big at all!!





it was so bad..but it was so good..its all mixed up!

Climb by Miley Cyrus

My Favourite Song

Lyrics | Miley Cyrus lyrics - The Climb lyrics

Home Alone..

This weekend seem so bored to me as my hubby is off to perlis for longboat tournament..this is his new obsession..he went to perlis on thursday night..and i spent the night all alone for the first time..first time at my Putrajaya house..as my mind full with all the creepy feeling..that the 'malam jumaat' and i was home alone for the first time..i just planned to go to 'rumah mak'..but i started to think that..why i must scared with my own place..this is my place..my hubby wont be around all the time..so i started to be more calm..recite a few doa..and hoped that all the creepy feeling will go away..alhamdulillah..its worked!!..then around 11 pm my hubby called..i knew that he worried so much about me..he reminded me to shut off all the windows..locked the doors..so before i went to sleep..i checked all the windows and doors..and what a suprised that my sliding door was widely opened..i not even realize that i spent half of the night with my opened sliding door..it was covered with my curtain..hihi..sorry sayang .you must be angry if u know about this thing..hehe

i went to sleep with all the lights in my house were turned on..what a bright night..i had a peaceful sleep..until 5.00 am..when i got a called..that my first thought was my hubby..but..it wasnt..someone called me and said " sayang saya dah abis keja ni jap lagi nak balik ni..sayang bangunlahh"..what a shocked and i unintentionally yelled to the guys.."wei..apa ni..salah nombor lerr..apa lerr kacau orang pagi2 ni.."upps..sorry..this was due to my other half was still sleeping..

for me this was a great experience..i managed to deal with my own fear..so no matter what.."mind over matters"..chow!

sup tulang

semalam tah ape mimpi hubby aku..teringin lak nak masak sup tulang..alamak..tak pernah lak aku try resepi ni..tapi demi suami tercinta..aku try lerr gak..

1st step: pegi pasar cari tulang..banyak ler plak jenis tulang ni..tak tau lak nak beli yang mane satu..nasib baik ler..encik penjual daging tu perasan muke kiteorang yang confius ni..pastu die pun bagi bagi ler sket penerangan kat kiteorang..atas kerjasama encik penjual daging kiteorang berjaya beli tulang batang pinang..daging pun still banyak kat tulang tu..

2nd step: masak lerr..macam biasa roger dulu mama utk update resipi..alamak rempah sup daging lupe lak nak beli..belasah ajeler pakai rempah sup ayam..selepas campur pelbagai resepi nenek moyang aku..maka sup pun dibiarkan masak selama 5 jam kot..lama gile..tapi hasilnya alhamdulilah memang walaaa...

3rd step: masak side dishes lak..hubby kata tak payah masak lain..sup aje pun dah ok..tapi aku masak gak..sambal jawa..hehe..ikan bilis hitam..tah ape tah nama sebenar die..goreng bersama cili api dan bhn2 tumis yang lain..wahh..sedap sungguh..bole menggantikan popcorn masa tgk wayang..

masa makan laki pun asyik puji2..apa lagi..aku ni mmg pantang dipuji..tapi seronok lerr sebab hubby makan dengan banyaknyerr..memang teringin sangat ler tu..yang aku suke sangat..ni first attempt dan berjaya!!

selalunya weekend kalau aku masak mesti aku panggil adik beradik and mak n ayah mertua makan sekali..tapi hari ni..tak confident le plak..tapi sebab ok jerr..nanti aku bawak sket pegi rumah mak mertua aku..

million thanks to mama yang akan sentiasa diganggu..biler aku tgh try resepi baru..

langkawi Part 2

This just like a dream come true for my mama as she has been waiting so long..for having a family vacation at Langkawi..it seem nothing for other people as Langkawi is not a so expensive holiday destination..but for my parents only now they have a chance..why..because they have dedicated all their time and money for raising up me and my sister..even when we have grown up..mama and ayah still worry about all the expenses..including our wedding expenses..and now both of their daughters have married..and it seem..that they have released from all commitment toward me and my sister..and they look so happy..and plan to spend the rest of their life..with the great vacation..hopefully me and my sister can fulfil their dreams..nothing much we can do to repay for what they have sacrificed for both of us..just try our best to make them happy..to Liana thanks you so much for the flight tickets..to sayang thanks for the nice stay at Federal Villa..and to mama n ayah thanks a lot for all the makan-makan..sharing is caring..hehe




happy faces

Langkawi 25-28 March 2009

Even this wasnt my first time at Langkawi..but this time was so meaningful because i went to langkawi together with my family..thank you so much to my hubby..mama n ayah..and also my little sister for making this real..


1st destination


Santai at Telaga Harbour...


1..2..3..action!!





we were enjoying the great sunset...to liana your pictures look so great..with all the Gedik pose..to sayang..as usual..we were..really enjoy our island vacation..

Terima Kasih Paklah

Hari ni merupakan hari terakhir PakLah sebagai PM dan bos kat Jab. Perdana Menteri..Lepas solat Jumaat tadi ader perhimpunan perpisahan untuk Paklah..tengok orang reramai excited tuk jumpe Paklah..aku pun join ler jugak..mak aii..cuace plak punyerlerr panas..ade gak yang pitam2..tapi semangat nak jumpa Paklah..aku bertahan lah juga..tengah2 duk beratur tunggu Paklah ade le lak wartawan daripada Bernama nak interview aku..wei gabra babe..suruh aku wish Paklah and Najib pastu tanya pandangan Paklah sebagai bos..hehe..bab wish aku selamba jer..tiba bab pandangan lak..hehe..merapu jer aku jawab..aku cakap ajeler yang Paklah ni pemimpin yang baik dan mudah didekati..walaupun aku sendiri pun tak pernah pun dekat2 dgn die..tah ape2 lerr..mcm merapu..tapi tetap control..aku hrp2 wartawan tu delete le interview merapu aku ni..tapi die cakap ni live..hancus..malu jerr kalau orang kampung aku tengok...

apapun mase salam Paklah tetiba aku terasa terharu plak..sebab mata die pun sayu jer..die cakap "maafkan Paklah yer"...salam gak dgn Tun Jeanne..PM baru dan isteri..keadaan masa tu agak chaos jugak..biler wartawan terjerit dan berebut2 nak dapat the best shot..dah keje dieorang..tapi yang kelakarnyerr dengan selamba jer wartawan tu bole terjerit-jerit sound petugas istiadat kot...mentang2 ler dieorang pakai baju melayu pink yang agak menyakitkan mata mase tengah panas..selamba jerr wartawan tu..reramai sound.."woi abang baju pink..akak..baju pink..tepilerr sikit..hadang camera lahh...wwooo..wwoooo..tepi..tepi."kecoh tahap kelakar..Paklah punyerr pasal..

apapun ni merupakan pengalaman yang agak seronok..tgk Paklah..melambai-lambai kat orang reramai tu..memang mcm touching jerr...aku tak reti sgt bab politik..tapi aku memang mengagumi Paklah sebab personaliti die..lembut..sabar...beriman..walaupun ade pihak2 yang tak berapa suka cara Paklah meminpin negara..aku rasa letak tepi dulu tanggapan tu..kenanglah jasa-jasa beliau..dalam usaha memajukan negara dan menyatupadukan rakyat dengan cara beliau sendiri...kalau asyik nak complaint jerr..aku rase cube lerr kite fikir kalau kita berada di tempat die..belum tentu kite bole jadi sebaik die..mungkin ade yang lebih baik..tapi kite mesti percaya die telah cube yang terbaik dan termampu sepanjang berkhidmat..terima kasih Paklah..jasamu..dan keperibadianmu sentiasa di hati rakyat Malaysia...ewahhhh..syahdu..syahdu

my love song...

I finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
That makes me feel complete
It started over coffee
We started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin

This time is different
And it's all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it though
My favouite line was
"Can I call you sometime"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind
I apologise, baby that's fine
I would wait forever just to know you were mine

You know I love your hair
Are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear
Isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
And whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

just the beginning..

its a strange feeling when i try to start blogging..i really don't know..how to start..what to tell..its totally weird for me as im not a very particular person that really care about what is happening in life..it seem nothing special in my life..nothing great to share...but as i going on and try to put everything in written...i just realize that my life it not that boring..there are so many things..good and bad..but its still gives some colours to my life...so this is just the intro and i be back soon with my new entry..chow!!